Wow

My sister is here again, this time is because she needs to exchange something that she bought from the previous trip. She's been back to home for 2 days, then she's here again. I feel good, coz there's someone there to accompany me. I'm scared of being alone i guess. I'm scared of loneliness. I really do enjoy the company of my sister. So scared now, what will i do if she's not here? Aiyah, can't think of this kind of things liao. It's so frustrating. Guess I really need to buy a lot more tv series or cartoon to fill up the extra time that i have now, or i should go buy comics or rent them. I can't always be out, coz I'm kinda homely person, i rather snugle in my bed, doing nothing, than go out. I rather eat instant noodles than go out have a meal alone. See, i'm scared of being alone. This is not good, I really don't know what will or what can i do with all those extra time. Hmm, a few pieces of cheese cake would be nice. haha. I'm so scared i'm going to gain weight! But I lost some, haha, after determination and discipline to go exercise. Happy happy, i can wear tight jeans again. (Sounds like the ad of some weight loss pill, haha)